I'm starting to accept a lot of things that I haven't been even trying to. Frankly speaking, these were what I never considered to be "right", or deemed as unacceptable. But slowly I'm turning around, to face these familiar yet unprecedented motives. Maybe you do have this power - a one of persuasion, or maybe it's because your good nature makes it hard to find something to complain about. Whatever it is, I will not resist anymore.
But resistance is one of the most redeeming qualities I value. I mean, what's anything without a little hustle? Give me a challenge. Lately I've been mulling over the imminent loss of this battle. There I was left unarmed, with my resistance brutally rejected. I went down without a good fight. No chance of retaliation, no chance of appeal. I guess this makes me all the more mad about the entire issue - because you don't understand the story behind the happenings, and you don't try to, not even when I attempt to explain it. Exerting your claim on someone who was initially out of your jurisdiction - not until I stepped in to resolve it otherwise - but blatantly ignorant to the major efforts I have invested to secure this outcome. No, this is not the outcome I expected. This shouldn't be the way it ends. Believe me if there was anything I was able to do to avert this I have already done them, but sometimes life, or you, are just being personal and unfair.
Try to feel how I feel, then you'll see my choice for/against resistance is justified.
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