Haha I don't know why I'm going around proclaiming this, but right now I'm really feeling a wee bit too excited about this long break. It's about time; and yea, I think I do deserve it.
As I was going through the list of things I am gonna do this long break, I came to realise that I have really taken too long to do this. Seriously what was I thinking? And when I get back we shall see the amount of arrows stuck to the scarecrow I have put up, if you get what I mean haha.
The main aim of this leave is to take time off the hectic daily activities in camp (trust me, it's NOT 8-5) and go crazie for awhile. I can't remember the last time I lost myself in happiness and bliss, not worrying about anything or anyone. Maybe it was before enlistment, maybe before JC; I can't remember. Right now I'm just gonna focus on finding back this feeling and live my life reminiscing on how I used to feel that way.
And as the month comes to a closure, it'll be great to do some self-assessment, self-evaluation, soul-searching, zoning out, therapy, schedule planning, and zoning out again. After all, we all need some of these to feel that we're still attached to a world that makes sense, and that we haven't lost all of our sanity for good. Yet. :)
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