Get Out

I don't know why but we've become so distant that I can't seem to feel real around you anymore. We still have our common topics, and we still joke about the same things, but does it make you feel better by putting someone else down, or to criticise for the sake of it? It might not have been a big deal to you, but it felt like I wasn't respected as an individual. Are we not free to make our life choices; and for you to disagree, not to sound more than condescending? I feel like I can't say anything without being judged, and it is precisely because your judgements matter that I take them so personally.

As I continue to appreciate so many things happening in my life right now, I feel it is important to temporarily rid myself of negative influences that threaten to put me down. Disapproving or not, there is a certain faith I have in myself I wish to preserve. And as friends, if I can't get that little support from you, then really, what is the point of you in my life?