Friday, December 23, 2011

New Year's Resolution

Every single year I've been telling myself that I will start a blog. Haha I guess this is the year that I actually make it happen... partly because 2012 MIGHT be the last year ever -.-

I was intending to hold this till new year but sheesh i guess it doesn't hurt to start a little earlier, so that Santa might see my wishes and send me a wonderful Christmas gift x)

So... for the coming year, I have these few resolutions in mind:
1) To start a blog (yay)
2) To discover my superpower
3) To learn driving and drive my dad's car around =D
4) To learn to plae the guitar like a pro
5) To know that i have made the right decisions for my next few years of life

The list is not exhaustive but let's just keep it as such for now.

1) Yep. Here it is. I think it's high time I started this 'cause I realised that throughout this year (2011) I've had many rough times (some good ones though) and at a lot of times I did feel like penning down my thoughts but I have always written it down somewhere and then forget where I put it... believe me I have so many things on my mind to offload that I can't begin to imagine where I chucked all those past random memories haha. So here, this shall be my memory bank :)

2) Hmm I remember zhai told me to find my own superpower awhile back... Come to think of it, isn't it something that most of us are searching nowadays? Something special and extraordinary about yourself, something special that only you might be able to do, something that could potentially make you a stronger, tougher, and powerful person? I'm not saying that it has to be exactly like those you see in the cartoons (although I secretly hope for the power of telekinesis so I can read other people's mind haha), but maybe just some simple day-to-day superpower, like being able to finish reading a long book in a day, or being able to remember handphone numbers for good even when you've only seen them for the first time. I look forward to finding mine the following year :) For now, I shall remain a superhero apprentice.

3) Omg I really am a procrastinator. I have been telling myself to sign up for driving lessons since god knows when but I still haven't done it yet... I need this desparately. Driving seems cool. Driving is for grown-ups. I remember how much I wanted to do this since I was young, but a small part of me now regrets this. Because I don't wanna grow up so quickly. It's all happening too fast and I'm stuck in NS. Boo.

4) Music is such a great part of my life that I never want to lose it. Deep down everyone has a secret desire to sing freely, to sing like those we see on TV who get many many rounds of applause. One can only dream.

5) Now I know this sounds incredibly serious but it's actually mostly about what I'm gonna do from now till I ORD, and also my uni education, and my performance in uni, and (hopefully) a girlfriend, and... you get my drift. The life decisions. For the next 4 years. I won't start on those decisions that I won't have to make THAT soon (ha I remember telling danny that 27 is a good age to get married lol), but I need to sort out how I'm gonna lead my life the next few years, and how I'm gonna squeeze the very last bit of young juicy pulp out of myself till I turn into a wrinkled exhausted sunkist orange left to the mercy of life's wretched hands. Do something crazy and fun, while I still have some youth and vigour in me. If not wait till when?

So there, my very first entry for a brand new year ahead.
May I have the courage to withstand what entails.

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